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Well, today was a shock. Everything is kind of weird. I don't know. I can't go to Huntsville and well, I'm dissapointed, but happy about my job. I hope she forgives me, I do care. I was home all night. I didn't hear the phone ring once. Did she tell me she was mad? No. She said it was okay, how can I know that you're really angry with me if you don't tell me. I don't know. I want to help, but I can't help you if you won't let me. I do appreciate you, I do. I'm sorry you feel alone, I'm here. I didn't forget about you, I didn't hear the phone ring. It's not the same. Please don't be angry with me. After all, neither of us can be there all the time. Please don't say that I've left you, cause you know that's not true. I try to be there when you need me. I'm doing the best I can, but you have to realize that I can only do so much. I do care, if you want proof that I care about you, how's this? When you wanted to go to Montreal, I stopped you. I stopped you, I worried and cried and went without sleep for weeks when you told me. I'm not saying that to make you feel bad, I only say it to show you, show you I do care and I'm here to pull you back from the brink, but I can't baby you all the way. It won't help you. I'll listen and I'll try to help in any way I can, I care. I care so much that iut hurts. It hurts me so much to see you so lost, it hurts to know that I went through the same thing and I think I should be able to help you, to stop you from going through it cause I already did. You know what, though? I can't pull you out from the hole you're in, you have to climb out yourself, like I did. I'll be there to shine some light, so you can see the way. I can't find it for you, no one can. You have to find your own way, everyone does. I want to protect you, to stop the hurt, but it won't help you in the long run. You can find your way, I'll help where I can. I want to make everything simple and pretty and blissful, but life doesn't work like that. Life is hard and cold and you hve to fight your way through it. Let me tell you something, as you're fighting the battle we call life, I'll be fighting right along side you. I'll be there, fighting and struggling and trying to get through each day. You're not alone. You're never alone. It may seem like it. It may seem like you are fighting an uphill battle all alone. It may seem like its you against the world, but it's not. It's US against the world. So, let's fight together. It doesn't make the fight any less hard, but it's a comfort to know that you're not the only one in the battle.
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