| PG would change it all |
I thought it would get better. I thought I was OVER it all. I was so wrong. I want it to be BETTER. I want to know what the fuck is happening. I am so out of it. Nothing is getting through to me. I don't feel anything except anger, jealousy and fear. Oh yeah and don't forget dissapointment. Nothing is going properly. I had such a vision of high school for myself. I have such a vision of the rest of my life, but based on what my life has been like so far, that vision will never even come close to coming true. Today was not what I would call good. I found myself getting angry at strangers on the bus in my head for no good reason.
If I could go back and change what I have done in my life, I would. I would change everything, almost everything. Pretty much everything. Falling feels like flying until you hit the ground. ~PenguinGirl would change it all |
