Finally, I got a new template and chatterbox and song. Billy Joel rocks my world.

I'm so sick and tired of hearing about people's relationships and how they can get anyone. How they have to choose between two guys and how hard that is. I'm so sick of hearing about how many guys are hitting you and how sick of it you are. I'm sick of hearing how happy you are with your boyfriend. I'm so sick of hearing how rocky things are between you and your significant other. I'm so sick of hearing about relationships and boyfriends and love and sex. FUCK OFF! Jesus Christ. Guess what? Some of us have been completely alone for our whole lives. I feel so useless. No one has ever liked me. No one has ever asked me out. No one has ever even flirted with me. I would rather have my heart broken than be lonely forever. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I am so afraid of dying alone and every day that fear comes closer and closer to becoming a reality. People tell me that I will find someone and that I can find my perfect match, I don't believe it and it doesn't make it better. I don't want to be alone. I want to have someone...something. I want to feel like someone wants me...like I am not just a waste of space who disguts every person that lays eyes on her.

'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.

~PenguinGirl stands alone

2007-08-20 - 9:52 p.m.
Back & Forth