| PG misses things with the hangover of the century |
I've been avoiding posting an entry because I knew that if I did it would have to start with the words "Its over" and I really don't want it to be. I miss TYT more and more every minute. I can't believe that I'll never hear the words "My misstress with a monster is in love" from Kendra's mouth. I can't believe there is no more caked on white makeup or embarrassing/painful poof. I want it back (maybe not the poof, actually.....but what the poof represents). Sadly, its not coming back. I can take comfort in the fact that the final performance was kickass and I drank so much that I could barely stand or talk at the cast party. Speaking of which...never underestimate the power of tequila. I woke up this morning still a little drunk and had a killer hangover. It was so worth it, though.
On an unrelated topic. I just realized how much I miss a couple people. I'm sure that they know who they are. I really want them to give me a proper hug. I want to see your face, hear your laugh, look into your eyes, go fucking crazy with you, laugh myself silly with you, hold you close to me and cry with you...not over you. I miss you more than these idle words could ever express. I love you. The summer is starting to draw to a close and I can barely believe that in a few weeks I will be in my second year of high school. Its gonna take a long time to love, its gonna take a lot to hold, its gonna be a long road to happy. ~PenguinGirl misses things with the hangover of the century |
