| PG is your umbrella |
I won't lie, I'm worried. I stay awake for hours at night just worrying about you. I know that you're miserable and I know how you feel, I truly do. I know how it feels to be reaching out and searching frantically for a even a shred of hope and not finding any. i know what it feels like to be alone, for every day to be empty and hollow. I know what its like to feel like no matter what you do, you will always be unhappy. I know that what I am about to tell you seems hard to believe. I was told it myself many, many times and I never believed it could be true, but please try to believe me when I say that things WILL get better. I promise they will. They won't be better right away. It'll take time and lots of it, but eventually you will begin to heal. When you do, you will be so happy that you didn't give up. Life is hard and you can't just quit. You have to keep fighting. For the most part, life is an uphill battle. There will always be bad times, but there will be good times too. The darkness will only make the light that much more beautiful when you come into it. Stick it out and you will be glad that you did. In every life some rain must fall, sometimes it drizzles and sometimes it pours, but it is important to remember that the sun will come out eventually. I am here, I love you and as long as I am breathing, you will never be without a shoulder to cry on. Hang in there, baby.
~PenguinGirl is your umbrella |
