| PG is ALL BY MYSELF...DON'T WANNA BE ALL BY MYSELF ANYMORE!!! |
Its odd, I thought that I was starting to find my place again, but it turns out that I have always been out of place. I thought that I was being accepted again, but I wasn't. You know what? I just realized that I don't have really have anyone. While I know that SOBA will always be there for me, we get to see each other once every two months if we're lucky and even SOBA is beginning to grow apart (which I must admit, has been going on for a long time). I am not fully accepted with The Lauren/Nathan/Owen/Katie/Rozy group. I have acquaintences all over the place, but I don't have any friends that are...solid. I suppose Anna and Isy are becoming those friends. Don't get me wrong, I love Anna and Isy to death, but we are still in the process of getting to know each other. Truth be told, I miss seeing Bernice everyday and her just having to take a look at my face and know what I'm thinking and feeling. I miss being able to know that I am close enough to someone that I can read their mind. Its not that we're not friends, its just that we're not always around each other anymore. In fact, we're hardly ever around each other anymore. God bless MSN, cause without it, we would never be able to talk. I want someone to know me, I want to know them. Being lonely is crappy.
You know what I learned? PROPER ETTIQUITTE!! ~PenguinGirl is ALL BY MYSELF...DON'T WANNA BE ALL BY MYSELF ANYMORE!!! |
