| PG ges from 0 to emo |
I know I haven't updated in a while and I feel kind of guilty about that, unfortunately I only have 10 minutes until the end of lunch, so don't exprect and long and profound entry. I went to the concert with Bernice and it was amazing!! Everything was fabulous (exceptfor the part where I blacked out and fell and almost got trampled in the mosh pit). School tours were good, I learned a lot in a very short amount of time. I also was backstage during Diva's Night. That was cool, but, lets face it, I would have much preferred to be onstage. Whatever, I'll take what I can get. I've picked up kinitting again and its very relaxing. I have been having a lot of stress and concentration problems because of my Grandma's death. I'm so far behind in school. Its really overwhelming. It seems like even if I try yo do it it won't make any difference, so I don't do it and I get even further behind and it gets even more overwhelming. I just had to break down and cry last night. It all became way too much. I have no one, I have no purpose, nothing seems worth it. It feels like I'll never sucseed no matter how hard I try. The pressure is bearing down and I'll be honest, I am not handling it well. I'm so tired of having nothing and doing nothing. I'm so tired of my lack of motivation. I'm so tired of this rut.
Wow, from 0 to emo in 2 seconds flat!!! Thats pretty impressive! anyways, checkout Surplus Sons they're a great band and the new Barenaked Ladies album is awesome too... ~PenguinGirl goes from 0 to emo |
