| PG fights an uphill battle with an army of lone soldiers |
I don't know how I feel about this whole thing. Two of my close friends are constantly annoyed with each other and there is just so much tension. The worst part is that both of them talk about the other to ME. I'm tired of mediating and being diplomatic. I honestly just want to say to both of them, "you're beong fucking selfish. If you hate each other so much then work it out among yourselves, but leave me the fuck out of it! Come get me when you get out of middle school." I can't do that, though.
I'm just tired. I want to sleep and not wake up until The world is...better. I guess I would never wake up, though. Stupid life, its so hard. Does it have to be this hard? Apparently. I used to think that it was just me who got the short end of the stick, but then I opened my eyes, took a look around and realized that its unbelieveably hard for everyone. Some have it worse than others, but everyone is in so much pain. Everyone feels like they're in an uphill battle. The pretty ones, the popular ones, the poor ones, the rich ones, the strong ones, the bubbly ones, the funny ones, the thin ones, the mean ones, the nice ones, the smart ones, the profound ones, the sweet ones, the talented ones, the confident ones. Everyone, no matter how wonderful they seem, they are fighting every bit as hard as you are to not fall to peices. Honesty is such a lonely word. ~PenguinGirl fights an uphill battle with an army of lone soldiers |
